User blog:Thatonegayperson/gender questioning lol

hi y'all

rn im id'ing as nonbinary, and it works for me, buttt i'm wondering if there are any terms that might fit this description.

uhm my gender kinda feels like it's there & is everything but also nothing and nonexistent at the same time? like idk how else to explain it,, like it's there most of the time but simultaneously it also feels blank?? sometimes too it's one or the other or it fluctuates between different alignments/whatever, but just like yeah. sorry if this is incoherent lolll

so if anyone know of any terms that r similar to what i've described, could you tell me about 'em? if not thanks anyways haha