User:Starpointed

starpoint is a disordered-plurality system. in the past we called ourselves the dream system followed by the star system. we are mentally ill and physically disabled so we aren't always able to reply to messages, replies, comments, or posts in a timely fashion.

bodily information
our body is ashkenazi, native (chickasaw & cherokee), disabled, and 20 years old. not all of us actively practice judaism. we are white passing and choose not to reclaim slurs against native and indigenous peoples.

medical information
in 2020 we were diagnosed with fibromyalgia. we use marijuana, including thc products, to help manage our chronic pain. in 2019 we met our endocrinologist who treats us for gender dysphoria. when testing our blood for hormones she discovered that we have early hashimoto's thyroiditis. thankfully it does not currently have a large effect on our life. in 2013 our pediatric doctor discovered our scoliosis, but due to guardian negligence we were not treated and it worsened. we have also been asthmatic since childhood, though are not currently severely affected by it.

creativity
we write (lyrics, poetry, fanworks), draw (digital, traditional), play guitar and bass guitar, sing, produce music, and spend a lot of time in many different online spaces. some of us make flags, orientations, genders, and pronouns; some of us hoard flags, orientations, genders, and pronouns, etc.

origin
we are a traumagenic/adaptive system diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder. we condemn those who claim to have did/osdd despite a lack of early childhood trauma, we do, however, acknowledge the existence of non-did/osdd plurals such as paragenics and neurogenics.

psychiatric history
in early 2019 we were medically recognized after approximately 3 years of knowing about being a system. we were diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder in 2020 by our then-psychiatrist. we plan to seek out specialized care for ptsd and c-ptsd treatment. our plurality does not negatively impact our life so we currently have no plans to seek integration treatment.

along with dissociative identity disorder, we also have borderline personality disorder, complex post traumatic stress disorder, major depressive disorder, other specified feeding or eating disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, sensory processing disorder, and suspected obsessive compulsive disorder.

system flag
the starpoint flag was designed by lapis, one of the hosts, on the 22nd of july in 2021. it has seven stripes and a central symbol depicting a crescent moon and four stars. from top to bottom, the meanings are as follows:


 * light orange-yellow symbol: hope, happiness, energy
 * crescent moon and stars: harmony, peace


 * 1) spring green: healing
 * 2) turquoise: luck, friendship
 * 3) teal: communication
 * 4) bright navy-blue: stability
 * 5) denim: trust, security
 * 6) indigo: devotion, justice, wisdom
 * 7) violet blue: creativity, power

it has had previous versions that consisted of only minor color adjustments.

disclaimer
we reclaim the following slurs


 * the c slur (physically disabled people)
 * the d slur (lesbians/sapphics)
 * the f slur (lgbt people)
 * the k slur (jewish people)
 * the r slur (mentally disabled people)
 * the t slur (trans people)

we only use queer as a slur. feel free to use any slurs you can use around us. also feel free to call us slurs because we identify with most of the ones that apply to us anyway.

interaction criteria
if any of the following apply to you don't worry about avoiding us unless you don't want to be ridiculed and mocked for your dogshit beliefs behind your back.


 * ableist, stigmatize handicaps, mental illnesses, mental health disorders, etc. ex: incorrectly and purposefully misusing terms like "psychopath", "psycho", "sociopath", etc.
 * against lesbians who use pronouns other than just she/her
 * against nblm & gay men who use pronouns other than just he/him
 * against neopronouns, pronoun non-conformity, and/or xenogenders. refer to ableism and transphobia
 * anti acab & mdc
 * anti black lives matter
 * anti nsfw & sex positivity, force prude ideology on others, etc. this does not apply if you are a minor uncomfortable with nsfw in your vicinity
 * anti marijuana/thc/hemp/etc.
 * antisemitic, islamophobic, racist, xenophobic, etc.
 * believe that being lgbt+ is a sin. "hate the sin, love the sinner" rhetoric is still homophobia.
 * classist, ex: against educated/informed self diagnosis
 * demonize addicts
 * gatekeep lgb slurs from other lgb people
 * groomer, pedophile, zoophile, other predator, or support any
 * misogynist, transmisogynist, believe in "misandry" or "transmisandry" (transmisandry is just transphobia), sexist, meninist, etc.
 * neurotypical and use neurodivergent terms (hyperfixate, special interest, etc.)
 * pro cops & blue lives matter
 * pro shipper/"anti-anti"
 * refuse to acknowledge and respect that queer is historically a slur
 * terfs and swerfs
 * think allosexual/allromantic lgbt people are somehow less oppressed than aro/ace lgbt people
 * think gay is a slur
 * transmed discourser
 * use slurs you can't reclaim

system-wide
system-wide interests are uncommon aside from special interests and occasionally hyperfixations. the following list includes system interests exclusively:


 * LOST (2004)
 * steven universe
 * super mario
 * true crime

complete list
(WIP) the following is a list compiled of our collective interests:


 * buffy the vampire slayer
 * eleanor neale
 * full house
 * fuller house
 * genshin impact
 * homestuck, unfortunately
 * it (2017/2019)
 * it's always sunny in philadelphia
 * jcs - criminal psychology
 * LOST (2004)
 * minecraft
 * mitski
 * neon genesis evangelion
 * oneyng / oneyplays (& friends)
 * red white & royal bluea
 * shameless (us)
 * she-ra and the princesses of power
 * skyrim
 * soul eater
 * steven universe
 * the green mile
 * the office

hosts
these alters are best described as hosts and co-hosts of the system. not all of them are currently hosting, but rather their alter role has at one point or another been to host.

apollo

 * ROLE: core integration, trauma holder
 * AGE: 19
 * BIRTHDAY: november 15
 * SIGN: scorpio ☀️ sagittarius 🌙 aries ⬆️
 * ETHNICITY: ashkenazi, chickasaw & cherokee
 * NATIONALITY: american
 * NICKNAMES: cyan, nick, nicolas, sylum
 * GENDER: catgender, genderweird, trans masc
 * PRONOUNS: cat/chem/clown/diz/emo/end/flop/he/honk/it/kit/kit/kitty/lost/meow/mrrp/pog/star/stim
 * SEXUALITY: bisexual, polyamorous
 * PINBOARD: here
 * PRONOUNY: here

jesse

 * ROLE: co-host, comfort, hyperérosian
 * SOURCE: full(er) house
 * AGE: ageslider, 26-40 years
 * BIRTHDAY: april 15
 * SIGN: aries ☀️ capricorn 🌙 scorpio ⬆️
 * ETHNICITY: greek 🌿🇬🇷 italian 🍝🇮🇹 /s
 * NATIONALITY: american and greek
 * NICKNAMES: jess
 * GENDER: f*g, foxgender, hypersgender, quoigender
 * PRONOUNS: he/mew/pup/she/yip
 * SEXUALITY: bisexual, polyamorous
 * MARRIED: joey (11/24/20), danny (12/11/20), becky (5/22/21)
 * PINBOARD: here
 * PLAYLIST: here

lapis

 * ROLE: trauma holder, co-host
 * SOURCE: steven universe
 * AGE: 6000+ years (acts 21)
 * BIRTHDAY: october 25
 * SIGN: scorpio ☀️ sagittarius 🌙 leo ⬆️
 * STONE: lapis lazuli
 * GENUS: gem
 * NICKNAMES: lola, lucid, roman
 * GENDER: none gender left d*ke
 * PRONOUNS: she/he/it/lost and all other neopronouns. all pronouns other than they/them.
 * SEXUALITY: lesbian, polyamorous
 * DATING: park (6/19/20)
 * PINBOARD: here
 * PLAYLIST: here
 * PRONOUNY: here

mickey

 * ROLE: avenger
 * SOURCE: shameless (us)
 * AGE: 22 (ageslides from 19-26) (aug 10)
 * BIRTHDAY: august 10
 * SIGN: leo ☀️ libra 🌙 aries ⬆️
 * ETHNICITY: white
 * NATIONALITY: american
 * GENDER: faggot
 * PRONOUNS: he/him
 * SEXUALITY: faggot
 * MARRIED: ian (1/18/21)
 * PINBOARD: here
 * PLAYLIST: here
 * TWITTER: here

active fronters
(WIP) these system members come to the front when they are triggered to the front through a positive or negative trigger and have the energy to do so.

jason

 * ROLE: anp
 * SOURCE: the green mile / gildorsonofinglor on tumblr
 * AGE: 25-35 years
 * ETHNICITY: black, native (choctaw), white
 * NATIONALITY: american
 * NICKNAMES: jase
 * GENDER: man adjacent
 * PRONOUNS: he/him
 * SEXUALITY: mlm
 * DATING: percy (6/27/21), paul (7/4/21)
 * PINBOARD: here
 * PLAYLIST: here

john coffey

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lapis

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mona

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moth

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pam

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paul

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ryan

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sawyer

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sayid

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sheldon

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sprite

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vriska

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 * TWITTER: here

active inbrain
(WIP) these alters don't front very often, but aren't dormant. some may not front at all and are instead active as alters who do their job inbrain (internal self help).

adora

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alex

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annie

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ben

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daisy

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daniel faraday

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 * TWITTER: here

daniel "danny" tanner

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desmond

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dirk

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 * TWITTER: here

john watson

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maka

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rosalina

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rose

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serana

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stanley

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stein

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venus

 * ROLE: hyperérosian
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