User blog:KadeButton22/The Reason I Left

//TW, sh, suicide, swearing, abuse, parinoia, intrusivethoughts, gore//

Disclaimer
I am dyslexic so don't be mad if some words are misspelled.

Hello
Hello so I'll be talking about why I resigned as a mod and why I left the wiki. (I will/am still lingering)

For those who don't know me, I'm Vic. I've been here since January of this year. My first account was Vic978. I am 14 and got here when I just turned 13. I have undiagnosed autism, undiagnosed (working on it) ADHD, Diagnosed OCD, Skitzophrenia, and PTSD.

I made this to show people why I left (becaue my post was vauge af)

Being a Mod
I became a mod when I was 13. Bad idea. Being a mod could be fun sometimes, I got to help people and such. Then came the first raid I was a mod for. This raid was horrifying for me. The bi-lesbian page was harrased by people in the comments, and I was the only mod online. Yup, the only mod. Then the second raid I was one of three mods online. This was a gore raid. lol, trauma, yay /j /s. This was bad for my mental health.

Mental health
I am suicidal. Welp, so plain, but its true. I need to focus more on myself. Intrusive thoughts, SH, they all effect me negativley. The mental abuse i have gotten from some people here is AsTroNomICaL.

Fucking traumatized and invalidated from some induviduals here.

Priorities
I got addicted to this place. Everyfuckingday, wouldnt do school, just this, and my grades went from "a's" to "'s". "s" for shitty. So, yeah.

Bye
Well, I'll prob edit this when i have more time. Bye, ily /p