User blog:Myst1cth31f/i need help /pos

okay, so-

i prefer being unlabeled but recently i've been wanting to see if i even have a label, so let me explain my sexuality rq

i like everyone with a preference for women, but there has to be a deep connection before i can catch feelings, or really even be good friends with them, so demisexual, demiromantic, demiplatonic, and omnisexual

BUT..

for men, sexually there doesn't have to be a connection, but romantically, platonically, and alterously (would that be the word for it?? you know what i mean i hope) there has to be some type of connection.

also everyone else (women, nbs, etc.) i can feel alterous attraction towards but for men they have to be good friends with someone i'm friends with before i can feel it for them

so yeah

also i don't need a label and don't mind not having one i'm just genuinely curious if there is a label that fits my attraction and if anyone feels similarly :)

thanks to anyone that does find something!!