User blog:25Volarsleet/Can someone help me

I was pretty sure I was bigender-flux because i my gender identity changed daily from 100% girl to around 50% girl and 50% guy but-

Then I realized that sometimes I feel like both/null, not as in 50/50 but as the two genders melting into one and becoming.. neutral/null/void like (not agender)

So: I feel 3 genders- girl, guy and null/void/neutral(idk what that’s called so I would also love help with that :D

and the two binary genders, girl and guy, fluctuate between 100%->50% girl and 0%guy to 50% guy.

and then there’s the void like which is never fluctuating. It’s not 100% to 0%, it’s 100% OR 0%

does anyone have an idea of what its called?

Thank you <3