User blog:TheAshSystem/Help with my sexuality

So um I don't know if anyone else experiences what I do. I've been looking everywhere for it but i just can't find it. Basically my sexuality is like, it takes me a SUPER long time to start to like anyone, due to trauma, but I can like... tell? Who I have the um ability(?) to love in the future? I don't know if I just can't find this and it exists, or if I should just make my own label... Like, I´ve been looking into caedromantic and cupiosexual but those just don´t fit 100% they feel a bit off and I just can´t shake that, I just really need some help -Clara