User blog:Xzmzu/What do I do..?


 * TW** homoPh*bia

Ever since I, well, was forced to come out, I've been feeling depressed.

I have nobody to vent out to. About how I feel, about what's been going on at home, the extreme amounts of homophobia and trauma my parents have brought onto me is insane.

They've even said if I still "Wanted to be a boy", I'd get kicked out of the house.

I don't understand.. Why couldn't they just accept me?

Why did they accept my friends, but not me? Why?

I'm fcking traumatized.

They're acting like all of this never happend, like we're all picture-perfect.

I feel like the only people in this world who can make me happy are people who I watch online, and my friends.

I feel like I can't trust anyone.

Right now, I don't trust any of my family right now. Like the whole family is toxic.

I just want an escape.

I need advice.. Please, what do you guys think I should do?