Talk:Greyromantic/@comment-2601:45:4001:5F30:7885:3FD7:3BB2:6570-20200523045355

I actually stopped by here because I just entered my first romantic relationship and after I've been met with a very immediate sense of dread and heavy anxiety that hasn't gone away since became official, causal but official. Though, my anxiety has appeared not for any specific reason that I can think of. Leading up to it I was nervous my friend would be bothered by my confession or it would ruin a friendship I've had since my childhood, but despite that in the moment I desperately wanted a relationship I wanted what people get in a relationship the affection, being cared for by eachother, and being valued by your partner. At least as far as I'm aware that's how they work. But up until this point not once have I been in this kind of relationship. Am I just overwhelmed by the idea of a relationship and will move past it once I get used to things, or did I never really want a relationship in the first place and was simply attracted to said friend?