User blog:DeerBlossom/Is there a gender for how i feel

So im a very confused human. my gender feels really wierd cause it feels hyperfeminine during sun/sunshowerd days in spring but in autum it feels differnt and on sunny days in summer its hyperfemminine but on rainy days its more androgynous. i also experience it in kinda like wierd burst things like itll be randomly really strong one way and then it fades for a few hours till its dull but still there. so like ill get a burst of feminine gender and itll fade and then it could stay like that or give another burst again be it the same or different and the bursts also change likelyhood due to weather and season. and at night and the moon is visible its for feminine than on nights where the moon isnt feminine. yeah see my confusion. cause at first i didnt feel fully female and than i noticed it changing in differnt seasons and weather. cause it doesnt feel on like the plane of female and male and more known nonbianary genders. but at the same time it feels slightly on that plane but also not. so are there any identities that are similar to this?