User blog:Chxractxr/Little Non-binary Journal Thing

Being non-binary be like;

27/01/2021
Today, I asked my mother if there was more than one gender. ( I decided to pretend I didn`t know, so it`d be less awkward. )

She said there were, so that confirms that she knows there`s more than male and female! That`s gonna make coming out a lot easier now that I`m confident that she wouldn`t say something like " That`s not real " or " That`s just a phase. " like I originally feared.

Even though I trust my father would believe me, I might try pull the same on my Dad.

My brother said he would call people who identify out of the binary " It " - and not in a friendly way like " Oh people want these pronouns neat " as in-

" This thing isn`t normal. " - or at least that`s what I gathered.

Whatever, my brother wouldn`t be a risk even if he was enbyphobic. I hardly speak to him anyway.

I`m gonna speedrun my homework.

DUDUDUDU

1/02/2021
I am so sick of everything.

I swear to god it`s like they're trying to rub being a "girl" on me,

It`s like they sense the enby energy coming off me and just rubbing more girl stuff on me-

like- HUSWHWADKHDKEDDE

6/02/2021
I just put on a hat-

It`s pink and at first made me feel bad-

But then I my gender just felt like it * + d i s s a p e a r e d + * and I`m loving it.

Hats are on my mental 'favorite clothes list' now.

14/02/2021
PANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANIC I`M ABOUT TO COME OUT I CAN`T DO THIS I`M SO SCARED-

I CAN`T-

I COSPLAYED AN EGG TODAY AND THAT GAVE ME EUPHORIA

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME [ Later ]

MY MAM SAW I WAS UP

I WAS ABOUT TO COME OUT SHEEP-

I CAME OUT

SHE DIDN`T GET IT

SHE THINKS ITS HORMONES.

SHE THINKS I`M CONFUSED.

GREAT.

04/02/2021
I`m sorry brain what do you mean you`re suddenly kinda okay with He/Him pronouns I don`t need another gender-crisis right now ;-;

05/04/2021
A bit late ( lmao ) but I decided I`ll use he/they. I still identify as agender.

I got a cool new beanie and it`s grey so 0% dysphoria for me :D

Someone said they liked my hat too!

Am feeling very androgynous this month. :D

07/09/2021
I certainly havent been here in awhile.

I now identify as demiboy, which makes it 10x easier to come out, as i can just say im a trans masc.

Which is great for me