I remember at the beginning of 2020 i was a boring cishetallo with zero personality and i didn't talk to anyone about anything. then i started calling myself bisexual in may. soon after i realized i was a lesbian. then i just recently realized that there are actually ways to express yourself to people and to not give a HECK about what they think. this growth has motivated me to start drawing even though i suck, i still want to learn. i want to learn how to paint, read more books, drink more water, eat healthier, exercise more, and just be a better person and be myself. i want to start wearing clothes that i actually like. i want to not be afraid of what other people think about me because i know i am me and i am valid.