Hey there. I'm Lorenzo, or at least I think I am. I haven't been able to sleep right for the last week because gender confusion is the absolute worst.
Here's what I know:
I'm AFAB
I like he/they pronouns
I sometimes refer to myself as a "man."
I worry I'm a GNC female because... I don't know? Something in my brain really, really, really, REALLY hates the words "woman" and "female." I don't know if that's valid dysphoria though. I don't want to be a girl, ever.
I really want to come out but I doubt my parents will accept me.
I really want to transition but I'm a paranoid freak and worry I'll end up regretting it.
I feel ashamed of liking "feminine" things because I feel invalid.
I don't want any cleavage at all
I wish I had male parts
I dread the day my p3r10d comes (I don't even want to type it out)