I've been stressed quite a bit lately from multiple things but mainly my gender. I've constantly thought my gender is something female-related but I really am starting to think it's not. I tell myself "You were fine with identifying as female before, you must still have something female, right!" but I just really don't think I do. I've always liked having long hair (I still have it long but I do kind of want to cut it to look more androgynous. I don't mind it being longer, though). I've never felt masculine or thought I am male. I've thought I may be a fluid gender but I just don't know. I physically feel my gender, right in the middle of my chest (I remember feeling the feeling there most my life, I'm pretty sure it's gender), and it feels like maybe it shifts a bit but honestly I'm not sure if it does, I think it does though now I'm thinking maybe it's intensity of my gender. I think my brain is trying to play a part in my gender but it's just making it harder. I just want to know what my gender is. Please help me.
Right in the middle of my chest; there is my gender. My gender doesn't really feel like much. My gender feels like it's either shifting or changing in intensity. My brain is just saying every now and then "Hey, guess what, female hehe!" I'm not good at wording or any of that such so this is the best way I feel like I could somewhat describe my gender and brain being a little- please help if you can.