For about a year now, I’ve identified as trans. I was diagnosed with gender dysphoria by a psychiatrist after coming out, I cut my hair, I wear a binder, and I introduce myself as male. Whenever someone uses feminine pronouns to address me, says I’m a girl or calls me by my deadname, my dysphoria flares up, so all the evidence points to me being trans, but lately I’ve had occasions where I want to go back to being a girl, wanting to dress femininely, etc. But whenever I act on it, I feel dysphoric all over again, and going back to being masculine will feel okay again. I’m starting to doubt if I really am trans, or if I’m just a cis girl in denial.