especially when i'm trying to figure out my platonic orientation but any term that could possibly describe me has -sexual or sometimes -romantic at the end of it and i'm drawn away from it before i can even see if there's a platonic version of it and whenever i try to take an orientation quiz it always asks things about relationships and about sexual/romantic stuff which i can't relate to and always get asexual/aromantic on unless i lie and then i feel like whatever result i get feels fake and i refuse it and get nowhere in the end and end up being even more confused than i was before.