I can’t imagine what my gender is, and I kinda feel like it doesn’t exist.
Ye, maybe or https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Anonbinary
YES! you must ascend beyond the mortal concept of gender! /j
Valid, take your time and don't stress too much over it because whatever you are, you're you and that's what matters most in the end.
What do you think?