Struggling with figuring out my romantic orientation.... again... also decided I’m not cupiosexual, but just asexual.
Like I’ve never fallen in love, but I don’t know if that’s because I’m aro, or if it’s because I’ve haven’t had very many friends to fall in love with. I know for a fact I’m at least arospec because I cannot see myself falling in love with anyone I don’t have a strong emotional connection with. But even if I do have a strong emotional connection with someone there’s no guarantee I’d actually fall in love with them, so theres still that strictly aromantic possibility.
But also, I love romance. Not those cheesy novels and books, but my OCs in romantic relationships, real life people in romantic relationships, and stereotypical romantic things. I like the aesthetic of romance. BUT ALSO I am uncomfortable with the thought of me in a romantic relationship. But also again I’m like that with me in a platonic relationship.
Thoughts? Help????