Tw//suicide, self harm
Am I the only one who always thought the song Cancer by MCR was about a really suicidal person pushing everyone away because they know they're going to die anyways? Like "I will not kiss you, cause the hardest part of this is leaving you". All I can think is someone knowing they're not gonna be able to stop themself from offing themself. And the "I'm awful just to see" sounds a lot like a self-harm reference to me. "I'm counting down the days to go, this just aint living" sounds REALLY suicidal to me. I used to count down days until my attempts if I had planned them. Idk , its just how I always saw the song.