Ah
So
Im very confused rn
I basically tried smth out: saying "im a boy" in the mirror like,, repeatedly-
And it,, made me kinda euphoric?? hh what??
Im definitely not a guy, just- questioning why it made me euphoric??
Hmm,,
BUT
I have an idea:
Imma not define my gender properly
Like
Ill say im nb worldgender
And when certain genders come up ill probably name them and things but i wont properly go into everything
And since im worldgender
Every gender kinda affects the others, some are fluid, they work in weird ways
So like
I think rn since one of my worldgender genders is genderfluid,, im feeling a bit demiboy rn? but my main gender is non-binary,, so rn im kinda vibing rn?
Like i'd say
Im around 10-20 percent boy rn and the rest is nb
And like
Thatll change real easy
Hhhh imma need to redefine my sexuality tho,, whats the sexuality for being attracted to girls, enbies, and anyone basically in that area of the spectrum? like,, my gf is Faesari and im attracted to him,, basically im attracted to people that are fem, androgynous, and masc ig but im not attracted to guys or people on the masculine end of the gender spectrum? idk, my sexuality is so weird-
Please help