What do you call it if you do experience r0mantic crushes on people but it feels forced and awkw@rd and uncomfortable and you feel much more comfortable when they’re in a good fr1end position but you do have a crush on them and you know that. But it fades away after you haven’t seen them for a while and if a crush asked me out I’d be pretty scared and I’d maybe say yes because I know I’d like them but I would also be so sc@r3d and awkw@rd because I don’t get d@ting.
Also many of my crushes seem to have a pattern. Like same time of year and same amount of time. Probably doesn’t mean anything but I don’t know.
Am I making this up, or am I not? I’m just confused
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