Okay so i was gonna tell my mom bc i was alone with her in the car
But nope nope nope
She definitely knows bc for some reason every conversation i have with her by myself includes queer people
She was talking about my grandpa and how he had this gay friend who drank himself to death and then she goes "and that's what i wanted to talk to you about" and i was like okay maybe i'm telling her anyways cuz she obviously is gonna ask me about it but no she just was giving me the talk about how addiction runs in the family
Somehow that transitioned into talking about anxiety and how she has rly bad anxiety and how that runs in the family too
And i have severe anxiety that she doesn't know about like i have frequent panic attacks and anxiety attacks and stuff and some of that anxiety stems from being queer
So i though okay maybe i'm telling her now
But again, no
I can't do this it's so hard
but i want to tell them so so so badly