Hello, I am heteroromantic bi. So I am questioning myself if I am graysexual or not?. I have experience sexual attraction recently well by my close friends in middle school or maybe anime boy character (idk why). I'm 15 btw It feels like its too early at my age but ok. When I watch something like p*rn or romantic things I get...you know.....sorry it sounds embarrassing to say it.. sooo I was wondering and thinking what would it feel to actually have s*x with someone you love like how men and woman does. I would want to do that but not at the same time because you will feel the pain so much and it will hurt which I'm kind of scared to try I don't think I will be ever ready to have s*x in the future since I don't like that much of it. When I'm in a relationship I get anxious and excited but the kissing to person or letting a boy touch my chest feels kind of weird, disgusted, and gross for me to experience that which I guess is okay tbh. if you guys know if I am or not that would be helpful to me! :D