tw for suic1dal thoughts, not eating, self conciousness
the suic1dal thoughts are mostly gone. now its my looks and weight and body that are bad. i hate how i look. my face is ugly. i feel like im fat. i hate my chest. one time not so long ago i didnt eat much for the day and i felt... happy. i dont open up because people say im skinny once i say i feel fat and i feel like theyre trying to make me feel better. so i dont open up.