Ok, I don't think but don't know if there is already a term in the asexual spectrum I have that I'm going to explain idek if that makes sense but here we go so I have sexual trauma and romantic trauma that I experience in the past I keep getting those flashback out of nowhere, or whether some of my friends ask if you ever did something this kind of giving me an anxiety and panic attack I didn't want to tell them because I don't want to talk about it and it was disgusting I don't ever want to have IT with anyone (I kind of wanted to) of what I experience. I can forget it but not. I like seeing s*x or let's say sm*t fantasy on comics, websites, art ships, or even on Wattpad it is interesting I like to dream a lot whenever I get usually get bored in school or when it's bed time.