so i went to get my second covid shot today. i couldnt get it. i had a panic attack and they had to send me home. i feel like a failure. cried for a while. im so tired. i got takeout. shoutout to my friends for being literally the best people ever and making sure i actually ate because im an idiot and treat food like a reward. i have work to do tonight but im probably just going to rest for the rest of the night. anyway, hows your night going?