Tw for dysph0r1@, mysogyny mention, cussing, slight nsfw mention
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I hate seeing "women power" and stuff related to it. i genuinely do. as a trans guy, it makes me so fucking dysphoric, and im sick of it. it reminds me ill never be a man. that im stuck in this disgusting female fucking body. im sick of seeing "women power! women rule! females best!" and seeing anything related to women power and shit. i guess its internalized mysogyny, but it pisses me off because it makes me dysphoric, reminds me of my family who when i was little often pushed the "girl power" shit, terfs, all of that. maybe im an asshole. maybe i really fucking am, but my brain immedietely goes to radfems and terfs when i see any degree of similar shit. i feel awful for feeling this way, but i cant control it. i get reminded of the harassment and transphobia ive recieved, and i fucking hate it. i hate those "vagina power! love your vagina! women have vaginas! be a woman! women rule!" im fucking sick of everything. im sick of this shit. what is wrong with me. am i just an asshole?????