TW - I drop the f-bomb a few times
I like a guy, and he's the absolute best. Wonderful man, handsome, tall, athletic, caring, kind, funny, basically my dream guy. He is kind of dumb though.
That's not the point-
Anyway, I really like him, but he's in high school and I'm still in middle school. Sooner or later, he's going to get a girlfriend, and I'm just going to be his mom's friend's annoying little daughter. I think he knows that I love him, but he hasn't done anything about it.
That's still not what this post is about I just wanted to rant about that for a sec-
ACTUAL TOPIC:
I really want my first kiss to happen. I just want it so much. My friends keep sending me videos of those Tik Tok trends like Electric Love or Kiss your Crush and it makes me so JEALOUS-
I just want it to happen but I'm too young and the guy I want is in fucking HIGH SCHOOL-
I keep planning it out in my head, imagining how it will go, and at one point decided to shoot my shot but then chickened out.
Am I the only one who feels this way? Please tell me I'm not alone-