Not actively harming myself, no need to worry.
When you forget to take your anti depressants for one day
Brain: "hm yes maybe i should overdose and fucking D I E" /lh /hj
I hate that i end up forgetting my meds and a few hours later i get hit with a depressive episode like a fucking train. I took the medicine thankfully just now, normal dosage obv, but i hate being forgetful and just having these fucking thoughts, along with my depressive episode it causes my paraphilic/intrusive thoughts to go haywire and i just- hhhhh. I should be good in a few hours. Sorry if i worried anyone with my posts before. Again, depressive/anxious/idk episode.