So I know I'm genderfluid and bigender between neutrois and another gender. I always thought that other gender was just completely female, but now I'm not so sure.
I know it's at least slightly female, just not completely I don't think. And I have zero connection to feminity as an appearance (it actually gives me real bad dysphoria).
Like when I'm this gender (which I currently am) I'm fine with being called a girl (which makes my completely uncomfortable when I'm neutrois), it just doesn't feel exactly correct.
(And as my gender's extremely fluid, sometimes whilst it's changing it's kinda a mixture of my current gender and neutrois but I know that isn't now cos I can tell when that's happening - and right now I'm completely the female-ish gender.)
Does anyone have any ideas to what it may be, as I'm real confused. Thanks in advance, you're all amazing!
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