Aahhshshajjswjjdjfhjeu so like um 😐 i dont feel gender (i think??) and i like saying in my head that i am a girl (im afab btw) cuz i love fem stuff but i feel hollow like it’s what i say i am on the outside but on the inside it’s like…
…not rlly much of an internal sense of being female if that makes sense?? like the girl thing is a shell or husk (i currently identify as perigirl) and theres maybe something beneath but idkkkk what it isssss so i also identify as genderqueer and nulltrois bc nulltrois doesnt actually have a definition so it can be anything i perceive it as so it could be a super personal definition
but in a weird way gendernull also fits but it reminds me of agender and i hate being labeled as agender it makes me feel super uncomfy for some reason
help