Okay, so I'm questioning of I feel romantic attraction or not. In fantasy "how I want future" things I imagine myself in a family with another person. In this weird thing I'm an adult by then and the children are adopted. The other person is a partner of some kind. What I'm questioning is if I'm thinking of a romantic or qp relationship.
I know I experience qp attraction but was under the impression that I don't experience romantic attraction. Now I'm not sure.
I believed I was 100% aro because I've never before experienced romantic attraction, so I'm also questioning if I'm just extremely cupioromantic. But then again, I don't know if the imaginary thing was romantic or qp.
I'm so tired and confused. It's to late for this.