I feel like a mix of all genders but genderless at the same time, and somewhat fluid with it too. what would this be or anything close to it?
Pxngender is kinda close
https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Fluidflux and maybe? genderfluid? agenderflux, cassflux?
Also search in the search bar "water" or, "water gender."
https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Demigenderflux
https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Demifluid
Libragenderflux?
https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Agenderflux
Panaflux?
What do you think?