(Tw: br*ther)
Hey! As you can see through my account name, I am a questioning mess. I am a teen minor by the way.
My gender is quite confusing to me so I'm labelling as cryptogender. I think I may be panflux (gender identity) though. When I get pangender enough, I like to switch and play around with my gender how I'd like. I can change it around to so many things! It is very fun. Now that I think about it, panflux might not be the best label.
However, when I am a boy, I am not exactly a binary boy. I can only ever be a boy in a warm, fuzzy way, like spiced pastries and drinks and movies with my brother (I love my brother a lot and he's the person I'm closest with so I associate him with warm feelings) on an autumn day. Also, recently I've been quite Juxera instead of female and I've been feeling quite xenic, but not in a way related to objects or non-human creatures. It's just... my gender feels off. I think the cryptogender label is enough to describe that, though. That's what I'm going to label as for now.
Just wanted to rant. This is my first post, I guess. Let me know if I did anything wrong and if I should put any trigger warnings. :] /gen /lh