Tw: th*rapist, m*m, sch**l, d*pression, s*lf h*rm, b*throoms
Folding a fitted sheet. (ha, even my therapist laughed at this one /srs /neg)
My mom breaking one of my sweater hood strings. (I rlly liked to stim with it but it annoyed her.
An upbeat song playing on my school's PA system (i think that's what it's called) while I was walking down the halls feeling super depressed.
School in general.
My mom taking away my phone for the hundredth time.
An English test.
Having no friends, even though it's my fault because my mom, my therapist, and society all say that I need to put myself out there when I physically cannot.
Trying to self harm but I can't cut through my skin. (I should be happy right? I cant self harm. Thats good right?? But I'm not happy.)
Nobody ever reading my vents. (I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad. /gen)
Telling my mom I think I might be autistic and her stating a bunch of reasons why I'm probably not (i make eye contact, i can talk to people, i'm not exactly like an autistic kid at the school she teaches at, etc.)
Gender binary. (bathrooms, quizzes, etc.)
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