Cw//DR, swears
Tonight was,,,,,,,,a kinda,,,weird night?
I questioned the whole night long whether i am really a singlet or not,,,,
Why? Kinda long story comin up
Soooo,,,,,,,i kind of do have a headspace, yet this is where i meet my imaginary friends.
They are, for me, really only my imagination and not real "system members", as i can manipulate what they are doing. If i imagine them dancing, they'll dance, if i imagine them doing something else, they'll do that. They don't really have a mind on their own. If i don't know something about them, they won't be able to tell me, either.
So, in case you wondered what the dr cw was for, here comes what made me question my singularity
One day, specifically last night, Mastermind Makoto just,,,,,,popped up in the "headspace". Idk why, idk how, they just,,,,,,were there suddenly. That was very weird, because usually, i spend some time thinking about who they are and getting used to their existence, so won't forget about them, again. There is a backstory to pug (thats one of his pronouns, in case it confused you), i used to have a roleplay account on pinterest with them as my rp character, but still??? How tf did he get there?? Makoto just,,,,,suddenly existed.
At first, i thought despair (also pronoun) did have a mind on its own, and i thought i couldn't control them, but then, comes out that my brain just let them do what it first thought fitted to him, what could go pretty quickly. So anyways, i have a fictive imaginary friend now, that made me question my singularity.
Fuck you, Makoto. /j
Also, i forgot to mention, he was able to tell me its gender, and pronouns right off the bat, which was kinda weird.
Sooo he's demiboy, questioning his seggsuality and his pronouns are he/they/it/pug/despair