Bc like two of them (one of whom is my ex) basically treat everyone else (except for the other friend in their little trio they formed 8 years prior, and thats only occasionally) like ghosts (/hyp, but barely), which sucks a lot more than it prolly should bc guess whos ~autistic~ yea its us. and everyone in our friend group except for my ex (who has only OCD) bc ofc. and thats the one person who excludes everyone the most. at least i made a new friend at school today so im not the only fucker in this 6-person friend group who's active and not part of my ex's dumb f***ing trio, since my closest irl friend who isnt in the trio is inactive for medical reasons rn bc ofc. i think like tbh i can count several headmates (Lamb, Nameless, Kitia, Olive, Reverie, probably Shadow...) who hold all the memories of the ways our ex constantly excluded us, made us feel unappreciated, etc. and hate them bc of it. (Annalise and Ash also hate them but thats bc they keep exposing our littles to NSFW things, mostly on accident but still, they and our other friends literally let a 5 y/o headmate walk into a spencer's. they kept bun from the back but dude why.) so in conclusion f*** you Saturn/Theseus/Venus, we hate you with our entire guts. (Scooter, you are on extremely thin ice.)
- Elysia, xe/they (I wrote most of this, but Lamb *they/them* had a few choice words to add)
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