Five more hours until I tell my therapist about our system. I'm so nervous. It feels likes something is going to go wrong. The times keeps passing and I'm not ready. I'm not going to be ready. I wish I had longer, but I feel like I should. I should probably talk about this. That doesn't mean I want to. My anxiety levels are so high. Today is not going to be a good day, at least until this is over.
Sorry if I talk a lot about this today, I'm extremely nervous.
-Rowan(he/snail)