tw swearing, caps, mention of satan, violence
note: even though this post sounds very aggressive, i can assure you its genuine but light-hearted, like joking with a friend about slapping them or smth and you both know its a joke :)
- am i a system? like a really small one?
- no, i just made a character that is very much like me but evil
- but sometimes i feel like her in the middle of the day just suddenly and i just wanna be an evil little bitch. and remember sometimes i blurt out words or sounds randomly and im like "woah that wasnt me wtf-"
- no but you dont have an innerworld
- but i like saying "we" or "us" in a lot of cases
- thats cuz of trauma, dumbass. so you feel less alone in your struggles
- but this cant be a coincidence, right? just like my adhd symptoms? cant be a coincidence
- omg- YOURE DOING IT FOR ATTENTION
- BUT I WANT CHARACTERS
- ALTERS ARENT CHARACTERS WHAT THE FUCK GET IT IN YOUR HEAD
- aaaaaaaaaa
- maladaptive daydreaming...?
- well you do daydream a lot
- yeah but only to music
- well your oc is h e a v i l y influenced by you. pretty much if you and satan fused
- but aso i dont know enough about maladaptive daydreaming to come to a conclusion. plus others do it way more intensely than me. i just put my music on and zone out and think of scenes
- well ask questions now, think later
- ...its for attention, isnt it? to make characters cuz ✨theater kid✨
- jesus christ shut the fuck up. youre not a plural-singlet, youre not an endogenic or parogenic system, youre not a median system, its ONE character you like to preTEND you are. now stop.
- but i could be-
- YOURE [insert age between 13 and 16] ITS NOT POSSIBLE
- or is it?
- ...
- ...
- *rapid talking* also whats my gender?
- *dead look, long sigh* im gonna fucking hit you with a chair istg-