Hello again.
You may remember that I posted a very offensive post about a week ago. For that, I am truly sorry. I really had no idea why people were angry at my post, and I really should've researched more about the subject before posting such an offensive post, and in fact if I had researched more I probably would've known not to post that. I posted that because I actually posted something before that was titled Should I? * (not italic, I only did italics to grab your attention), and that post was about "removing my alters". I got a few, but not many, replies, most of them along the lines of either "That's impossible." or "You could try, but I don't think it would work." I would like to confirm that I did NOT only post "I did it" to "prove people wrong", I in fact replied to the message of "You could try, but I don't think it would work." with something along these lines: "Okay. I'll try. If it doesn't work, I'll live my life as a system. If it does, then I won't.". Somehow, it worked, leading me to, instead of replying with a very offensive reply (or keeping to myself about it), posting a painfully long post about it. I genuinely had no idea why people were upset, and the only way I found out how and why it was so upsetting is because of a private conversation I had with someone elsewhere on the website (I'll keep them anonymous), and then I realised what I said wasn't just bad ; it wasn't an unfunny joke or something neutral: it was offensive to a massive community of good people. I only realised this the next day. You may remember on the 14th of September (the day I posted "I did it") I posted something on my wall saying for you to stop spamming, as well as a rushed apology. If it seems rushed, in fact, it was. I didn't have much time to apologise (for what, at the time, I didn't even know what I was apologising for, or hardly did) but I felt I should apologise as soon as possible, leading me to hastily typing that message on my wall. At the time of posting "I did it", I saw no possible triggers or possible offence to be taken. I thought it was offensive as posting something like "okay I just opened my curtains and a bird flew by", so I thought it was offensive in no possible way(s).
dear moderators:
My ban, and multiple warnings, were both completely neccesary. I won't argue: you were right to ban me. What I said was very wrong, and I really needed to get back into reality for a few days. So, in shorter form, thank you for banning me.
I don't expect anyone to forgive me, not in the slightest. And if you don't, you're right. Completely right. What I said was awful, and I really should think more before I speak. Even now, I don't think enough.
- Anonymous ( Xe / She / They)
General tone indicators:
/nm (This post is not meant to come off as aggressive. Especially with the bold italics, as I said I'm only doing those to prove a point, to show a strong opinion.)
/srs (I'm serious. This isn't a joke. I genuinely am sorry for my actions.)
* I deleted that post.
[ if you forgive me and want to remove yourself from my DNI list, (as I said I don't expect forgiveness) then either post a reply to this about it or feel free to remove yourself ]