I don't know if anybody of you can help me with my questions, but I really have no idea who else I can ask. I've been having problems with my identity in general for a long time, but recently it got worse. I technically know who I am and what I like, but it seems like there are too many contradictions. Like, you can't be introvert with social anxiety and outgoing extravert, you can't want to have perfectly organised life and do everything without planning at the same time. When somebody asks me for an opinion on something I don't know what to respond, becouse I usually have few opinions at the same time. I thought that maybe I am a system and some of things I consider mine are my headmates, but I don't really have any symptoms. I'm still not sure, becouse talking with imaginary friend when having a bad day and feeling better becouse of something he said seems a little weird, but I've asked them few times to give me proof in real world that they are real people (if they are), like a note or something and they didn't, so I guess it's just my imagination. I read also about quiet BPD and some of the symptoms match me, but I'm also not sure. Do you think fluctuations in skills can occur in BPD or maybe in Plural-Singularity? Becouse sometimes I am better at doing something than other times, like some days writing on the keyboard feels like it just flows and the other it's really slow and frustrating (but it can be just becouse of tiredness I think), or I am quite good at drawing, but only when I have a big inspiration, otherwise my drawings are just awful. Basically there are a few things that could be a sing that I have a system, but now I am feeling like I am trying to convince myself that I have a disorder which I don't have. It would be really helpful if somebody had expieriences similiar to mine and could tell me, what is "wrong" with me.