I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. Why can't I be fucking normal? I'm always the therapist friend, but no one ever listens to me when I vent. I'm always overshadowed. My vents here get buried. I'm sick of all this pain. I can't even fucking kill myself because if I died, I would only put more pain onto others. I can't even cut myself because I'm too much of a fucking wimp. I hate this life. -Acidic