I consider myself to be nonbinary, or genderfluid and genderflux between male, nonbinary and agender, I never reach fully male and even when I'm a demiboy I consider myself to be nonbinary, not male. I'm apothiboy (best way to describe this is I'm repulsed by being considered male), for 5-6 years now I've known I felt some connection to the male gender but due to me being apothiboy it took until just a few days ago for me to actually accept that I could have a connection to the male gender. I've been using the label lesbian for a while now (maybe a year) and it's the only label I've ever felt comfortable using, I don't wanna have to stop using it just because sometimes I'm a demiboy, but I don't wanna use the label lesbian if I can't, so, can I be a lesbian if sometimes I'm a demiboy?